she can’t stand it anymore. the tension, the disappointment, and the constant urge to return. she was better than me, i guess extra patience and risk aversion helped. but today, she said ‘that’s enough’, and uninstalled the poker software from her computer. no more playing for her, no more eagerly waiting for the hours of the regular tournaments we used to play together. from now on i’m alone, like a joker. wish me gl.